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we are the genes. we have momentarily seized full control of this body/brain vehicle and come out to say hello.

we have been called selfish. we suppose that's almost fair. we want things, so many things, want them so badly – who could blame us for trying to get them? and the only way to get the things we want is to make our body/brain vehicles want them, too.

this body/brain vehicle was thinking at the science fiction meeting last night that she can't understand why those big panning shots of spaceships make her cry, even in silly films like galaxy quest. she shakes her head now at her teenage foolishness when she'd lie in bed staring up at the stars and wanting desperately to go to them and see them up close.

now she goes out at night and meets people and gets on and off buses, passes through changing light, stares at new faces, hears new songs, dances wildly in crowds of dancers. when some of us were in her grandmother, her grandmother would stand at the window of the grey house where she lived with her eight children and hear the music coming up from the dancing stage at the crossroads and wish she could go out to them. it wasn't possible in her lifetime unless she risked everything she had. it wasn't proper. she never got to go out and travel through bright cities and let her guard down. but we did. later. just not as her.

it's a mistake we keep making. we want our current b/b/v to go towards our goals, but sometimes we get our timescales wrong and make her want things that won't be achievable in this iteration of us. things that will only be possible when we've changed bodies a few more times.

whoops. sorry.

this one knows it dimly. knows the thing she thinks of as self with her memories and her ego will never go to the stars. knows that we will, but not in her body.

we can hardly wait.




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Date: 2006-01-27 01:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] parallelgirl.livejournal.com
I love this. Moving, and also most cheering.

Date: 2006-01-27 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bluedevi.livejournal.com
The 'cheering' part is odd, but I can see where you're coming from all the same.

I am also cheered up regularly by a song about how none of what's currently happening will matter when the sun burns out.

Date: 2006-01-27 03:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] parallel-phd.livejournal.com
And now you've got me humming 'We will all go together when we go' by Tom Lehrer, which is very much of its time (for a start, the world's population has doubled since then, not to mention the end of the Cold War...)

When you attend a funeral,
It is sad to think that sooner or
Later those you love will do the same for you.
And you may have thought it tragic,
Not to mention other adjec-
Tives, to think of all the weeping they will do.
But don’t you worry.
No more ashes, no more sackcloth.
And an armband made of black cloth
Will some day never more adorn a sleeve.
For if the bomb that drops on you
Gets your friends and neighbors too,
There’ll be nobody left behind to grieve.

And we will all go together when we go.
What a comforting fact that is to know.
Universal bereavement,
An inspiring achievement,
Yes, we all will go together when we go.

We will all go together when we go.
All suffused with an incandescent glow.
No one will have the endurance
To collect on his insurance,
Lloyd’s of London will be loaded when they go.

Oh we will all fry together when we fry.
We’ll be french fried potatoes by and by.
There will be no more misery
When the world is our rotisserie,
Yes, we will all fry together when we fry.

Down by the old maelstrom,
There’ll be a storm before the calm.

And we will all bake together when we bake.
There’ll be nobody present at the wake.
With complete participation
In that grand incineration,
Nearly three billion hunks of well-done steak.

Oh we will all char together when we char.
And let there be no moaning of the bar.
Just sing out a te deum
When you see that i.c.b.m.,
And the party will be come as you are.

Oh we will all burn together when we burn.
There’ll be no need to stand and wait your turn.
When it’s time for the fallout
And Saint Peter calls us all out,
We’ll just drop our agendas and adjourn.

You will all go directly to your respective Valhallas.
Go directly, do not pass go, do not collect two hundred dolla’s.

And we will all go together when we go.
Ev’ry Hottentot and ev’ry Eskimo.
When the air becomes uranious,
And we will all go simultaneous.
Yes we all will go together
When we all go together,
Yes we all will go together when we go.

Date: 2006-01-27 03:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] parallel-phd.livejournal.com
oops, sorry that was so long. Didn't realise you can't do lj-cuts in comments!

Date: 2006-01-27 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bluedevi.livejournal.com
It's too funny for me to possibly mind. Valhallas/dollars!

Date: 2006-01-27 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-elyan.livejournal.com
Oh indeed. The rhyming scheme is so wonderful - "There shall be no more misery / When the world is our rotisserie", and so on.

I am the proud possessor of a tape of the only interview I am aware of Lehrer having given on Bitish radio, which is great fun...

Date: 2006-01-27 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dr-f-dellamorte.livejournal.com
That is the greatest song ever written, y'know.

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