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I am pissed off and glum today. I could blame it on writing burnout, or missing London, or having a gazillion little things to sort out, or sitting up too late last night (drawing a comic strip about how I'd like to kidnap some of my students and force them to have a day away from studying, having fun), or worries about not taking any exercise and eating rubbish, or feeling out of touch with everything. But actually I think it's just a big, grey, gluey lump of winter sitting on my chest, that gloms on to everything I think about and makes me feel there's something wrong with it.

I never used to be such a seasonal creature, but the dark and murk are hitting me hard this year and I crave sunlight. When I look back on the summer it seems to have consisted entirely of blue sky, bellydancing, barbecues, raving it up in fields, basking in the sun, having astonishingly good sex and biking around the greenest bits of town listening to Wubble-U. It can't all have been like that, but I've forgotten the dull bits.

Not to diss [livejournal.com profile] badasstronaut's hosting and cooking skillz at all, for they were l337, but the Midwinter Comics Retreat was... odd. We arrived at the farmhouse in pitchy, wet dark and I never really got outside, so until the very end when we left in daylight, the house could have been disconnected from the rest of the world or on some other plane where there's an awful lot of howling wind. (Pandemonium?) I drew lots of wonky-looking magpies that ended up looking like Greys with beaks, but not in a way that made it seem deliberate. There may have been ghosts in the attic. I woke up both mornings with my legs and arms aching, as if I'd been fighting battles in my sleep.

Oh well. Cheering me up most right now is Warped Passages by Lisa Randall, a book about other dimensions of space and time. Not in a New Agey way, mind - she's an MIT professor. Apparently there are tiny curled-up extra dimensions like doughnuts at every single point in space. The book is full of doughnuts and garden hoses and Alice in Wonderland analogies and is bloody fascinating.

A couple of weeks ago I had lunch with [livejournal.com profile] mr_snips and he cheered me up in a similar way by explaining the differences between theories of relativity. I sat there grinning and going "Whoa. Man." Physics makes me happy. Am I normal?

Date: 2006-12-07 11:02 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] gothwalk.livejournal.com
Maybe I should do a website on "how to do winter"...

Date: 2006-12-07 11:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bluedevi.livejournal.com
Yeah, maybe with reminders to acquire the squashy/alcoholic/burning things before it gets properly cold, so you're prepared when it does.

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