Don't they? I'd have assumed they did. And I can't imagine why people think of me as one.
But... I don't think I worded any of that terribly well. There was all sorts of gunk swirling round my head. The worry about having no talent was just part of a more general dislike of myself. I feel like I've turned into a dry, middle-aged, mousy, hesitant, timid frump of a person, when what I really want to be doing is jumping for joy and crying when I need to, having adventures, having ideas that go on like lightbulbs in my head... screaming into the infinite abyss, even.
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Date: 2004-12-16 07:47 am (UTC)But... I don't think I worded any of that terribly well. There was all sorts of gunk swirling round my head. The worry about having no talent was just part of a more general dislike of myself. I feel like I've turned into a dry, middle-aged, mousy, hesitant, timid frump of a person, when what I really want to be doing is jumping for joy and crying when I need to, having adventures, having ideas that go on like lightbulbs in my head... screaming into the infinite abyss, even.